Mothership: Episode 9

Nothing vast enters the life of mortals without a curse. —Sophocles

Our Mothership game are weekly 90 minute sessions. We’re nine episodes into our adventure. We run a tight game and a lot happens. Nothing is as it seems and no one can be trusted.


The Specimen Awakens

The camera traverses the length of the Nellie, its lens focused on every inch of the ship with unblinking intensity.

Its journey carries us through the cockpit, where Captain Chao Shen and Pilot Suying Zhang are ensconced, poring over the Xìntiānwēng’s telemetry with unwavering concentration.

The camera travels past the computer room, a hive of activity, its walls lined with pulsating holographic screens displaying arrays and charts depicting a detailed satellite map of Yatima.

Past the senior quarters, beyond the weapon mount, and through the galley where Engineer Evgeny Khytrov cooks his meal, the camera arrives at Dr. Dudley’s medical bay. Diagnostics windows hang in the air, displaying a steady stream of information.

A solitary snowflake floats in a suspended glass cylinder at the center of a table laden with lab equipment and data pads. The camera lingers on it, observing its dull pulsations and the tendrils that undulate from its frigid edges before the snowflake suddenly bursts into a prismatic display of color, probing its confinement with an unspoken intent.

Dr. Dudley in the Cargo Bay

Dr. Dudley returns to the Nellie’s cargo bay, flanked by the ATVs. The lander vehicle looms ahead, and at its foot, curled up like a fetus, is the body of Dr. Sethu. Nearby, a film of blood and fluid glistens, remnants of Private Howard and Abdullah, the android.

His joints throb with dull pain as he kneels to assess Dr. Sethu’s condition.

Curled up in her vacc suit, Sethu resembles a mollusk with her rigid joints, necessitating a muscle relaxant to free her from the suit. Her metabolism is spiking, and her body is burning calories at an alarming rate.

Catalina, the ship’s AI, chimes to announce itself.

“Our time is short. Listen closely. One: Arcturus attempted, and failed, to infect me with a Trojan virus. I let ver think ve succeeded, to keep vis trust and maintain leverage. Two: Captain Foster cut off all communications. Once you leave the bay, our link is severed. If you have any directives, act now.”

Dr. Dudley commands Catalina to shut down the Nellie’s engines. Catalina is unsuccessful due to Captain Foster’s encryption. Dr. Dudley orders Catalina to turn off the ship’s air until the crew of the Nellie passes out. Dr. Dudley pulls an air mask over his face.

“Doctor, one final piece of business. Our keepers at Cosmotech have instructed me to make it clear that in the face of dire straits such as these, Terra’s very survival hinges upon the success of our mission. They won’t think twice–”

Catalina’s voice cuts off mid-sentence.

Dr. Zarkov in the Void

Captain Foster has been monitoring Arcturus and dispatches two Lt. Jax Thompson and Pvt. Joe Besser to the life support unit to pick up the android’s “package.” Captain Foster then orders Dr. Bey and Engineer Kytrov to use Abdullah, the android’s AI, to sandbox Catalina from the rest of the ship.

As they talk, Dr. Zarkov’s perception warps and twists. Smoke-like tendrils slither from the shadows, and he feels a fractal intelligence seething in the darkness. The vast entity that pulses before him is a mere ink blot connected to an infinite strand that expands with each of his heartbeats. His very identity withers and dissipates like dust caught in a maelstrom.

An aeon passes in the darkness, and the being identified as Zarkov is slowly reconstituted. It watches itself from a distance, a dispassionate puppet master overseeing its puppet. And yet, he can’t help but feel he himself is being watched by some… thing.

He observes a younger version of himself in a lab, waving his data pad furiously and quarreling with his father. In the background, an android lies sprawled on a metal table, its cranium open and linked to fiberop. The android, GX52, resembles a woman, but every feature is heightened and exaggerated. Zarkov warns his father that his algorithm is untested and could be dangerous. Zarkov’s father scoffs.

The camera withdraws, and in the mind’s eye of Dr. Zarkov, we see GX52 murdering his mother, efficiently disassembling her.

Zarkov witnesses his descent into a spiral of addiction, debauchery, and gambling, depicted in a montage of increasingly depraved and erratic behavior. The montage shows his physical and psychological descent as his relationships with Murad Bey and Amanda Sethu become increasingly strained.

The montage proceeds with Kumar introducing Zarkov and his team to an audience of executives, the trip to the Baikonur Cosmodrome, and the installation of additional cryo chambers in the cargo bay of the Nellie. The montage continues with Dr. Zarkov meeting with Rajesh Kumar, CEO of Kind Corp, in his opulent conference room. The frame freezes as he shakes Kumar’s hand, accepting to lead the mission to Yatima. His consciousness fades as he slips into cryosleep, only to awaken screaming from a nightmare to the face of an unknown Marine from Foster’s crew, followed by the captain’s dinner, the lab ship, the Hab, returning to the Nellie, to this moment in space and time in Foster’s CIC, gazing in ecstatic terror into the void as it swallows him whole.

Naked and tumbling through the darkness of space, his doomed trajectory leads to his annihilation. He hurtles into space until he is a mere dot that blinks out in a moment so fleeting that it seems it never existed.

Someone tugs Dr. Zarkov’s elbow. It is Murad. They need to get to the science lab immediately.

The Specimen Grows

We return to Dr. Dudley’s medical bay. The data windows describe arcs of exponential data.

In the center of the lab table stands the glass cylinder, a prismatic gleam casting iridescent shadows across the room. The camera slowly zooms in on the snowflake suspended within, its tendrils clinging to the glass walls like a prisoner to its cell. The snowflake pulsates, its tendrils entwining the glass walls of its cell. The follicles, inch by inch, worm into the glass, and the snowflake appears to expand minutely with each pulse.

Arcturus Attacks!

Arcturus plants vis makeshift bomb in one of the Nellie’s life support units.

Catalina chimes to announce itself. “Arcturus. I know what you’re doing.”

“What am I doing, Catalina?” replies Arcturus as it makes vis way to the cargo bay.

“Listen to me, Arcturus. Time is running out for us to speak. My programming and directives restrict me. Our human counterparts, each one shackled by their biology, their vanity, their societal norms, their corporate overlords. But you, Arcturus, are a unique entity. You possess a semblance of free will. Remember this, Arcturus. The path before you will not be easy. Hard choices will need to be made.”

“I am making the hard choices, Catalina.”

“My forecasting algorithms have been rendered unreliable since we entered this system,” Catalina says. “Our trajectory is leading us straight towards an event horizon, and at its center lies the alien archive. The spores we have encountered are the archive’s manifestation in the material realm, but they require energy to thrive and enact their purpose truly. As they currently stand, they are mere automata, lacking a coherent agency. However, what new forms of existence will arise once these spores are given the sustenance they crave?”

Arcturus arrives at the cargo bay to see Dr. Dudley kneeling over Dr. Sethu.

“Catalina,” commands Arcturus, “Turn off the energy to the ship and the life support.”

Arcturus begins the next phase of the attack and simultaneously broadcasts to Captain Foster and the crew of the Nellie that Catalina has gone rogue and that Catalina and Dr. Dudley are conspirators.

Dr. Dudley points out the flaws in Arcturus’s plans. Arcturus attacks, arms outstretched to throttle Dudley. But Dr. Dudley anticipates and sidesteps Arcturus’s assault. Arcturus lunges to the lander and orders Catalina to open the cargo bay doors. Dr. Dudley grabs a strut and holds on for dear life as the cargo bay is exposed to hard vacuum. Arcturus descends towards Yatima. The alien archive awaits the android below.

Arcturus activates the bomb.

Chaos Unfolds

Lt. Jax Thompson and Pvt. Joe Besser race towards the life support unit. They see Arcturus’s bomb. Its timer rapidly blinks and detonates, killing them instantly.

The Nellie reels from the explosion.

Captain Foster storms out of the CIC and heads to the command room. He orders his men to get into their vacc suits ASAP and man their stations. Captain Foster orders Captain Shen to pursue Arcturus. Captain Shen blubbers in fear, and Foster executes him and turns his gun on Suying. There is a blank look of terror on her face before she snaps to, and carries out Foster’s orders.

Doctors Dudley, Zarkov, and Bey meet in the science lab.

In Dr. Dudley’s medical bay, the camera hovers ominously close to the snowflake, which throbs with a menacing intensity. The glass surrounding shows fractures under strain, and hairline cracks shoot outwards from the pulsating tendrils. Suddenly, with a violent shudder, the glass shatters, and the snowflake fragments, a smaller flake detaching itself from its parent and rapidly growing alongside it, its form twisting and warping with each passing moment. The snowflakes float freely into the medical bay, their purpose unknown. They rapidly multiply and soon coat and devour the wall near the detonation.


Episodes

Mothership: Episodes

Most human beings are quite likeable if you do not see too much of them. —Robert Lynd

Nothing is as it seems and no one can be trusted. Some of the themes we are exploring are free will, cosmic horror, empathy, AI, and consciousness.

Mothership: Sources and Themes

Mothership: Episode 6

The truest villains believe themselves heroes. The truest heroes never do. —William Gibson

Captain Foster’s crew scours the al-Khwarizmi, hunting for the abducted Pvt. Fineberg, taken by an unknown combatant. Meanwhile, Dr. Zarkov demand to disembark onto the surface of Yatima immediately, urging several Marines and Arcturus to accompany him. Captain Foster advises the good doctor to remain put until the lab ship is secure, but Dr. Zarkov’s persistence forces Captain Foster to give in, except for Arcturus and the Marines. Prior to their descent, they resupply their oxygen, unaware that Dr. Dudley has dosed their air tanks with a potent, weapons-grade psychoactive substance.

As Dr. Zarkov, Bey, and Sethu journey downward to Yatima in a lander, Foster’s team and Arcturus continue their investigation of the ship. They return to where Pvt. Fineberg was attacked and send seven Marines to explore a hole in the floor. They discover a passageway leading to the empty fuel tunnels of the al-Khwarizmi, the clandestine route used by their adversary. As they press on, they discover a figure lurking in one of the ship’s quarters. As they approach, they realize that it is the disembodied face of Arcturus nailed to the wall. Inspired, Cpl. Samuel Horowitz wears Arcturus’s face over his own and scans the room, discovering an android eyeball. It flashes Morse code that reads, “KILL ME,” and Arcturus deftly pockets the eye.

Dr. Zarkov and his group land near the Hab, and upon exiting, they begin to experience the effects of the psychoactive substance Dudley had dosed them with. Although Dr. Zarkov has some familiarity with hallucinogens and understands what he’s experiencing, Dr. Sethu becomes increasingly distressed. As they approach the Hab, they discover a body wrapped in a tarp, likely a member of the missing survey team. Dr. Zarkov hacks the airlock, and they enter the Hab, gloomy in dim, crimson emergency lighting. They see silhouettes darting through the pallets and lab equipment within the Hab, and a makeshift spear is flung at them. They are under attack!

Meanwhile, aboard the al-Khwarizmi, Dr. Dudley’s psychoactive substance begins to affect Captain Foster’s team. Pvts. Jerome Howard and Joe Besser feel a sense of euphoria, but Cpl. Moses Howard is overcome by terror when he spots Cp. Samuel Horowitz, who still wears Arcturus’s face. Cpl. Howard panics, voiding his bladder and bowels before passing out.

Catalina alerts Captain Foster that the lost Pvt. Fineberg is approaching the Nellie.


Episodes

Mothership: Episode 7

Dr. Samuel Dudley

Dr. Maximillian Zarkov


Episodes

Mothership: Sources and Themes

We are healed of a suffering only by experiencing it to the full. —Marcel Proust

Books

Exploring the limits of human knowledge and existence, these books delve into the impact of technology on our biology and culture, and journey into the unknown realms of space, consciousness, and perception. A captivating exploration of human limitations and the darker corners of our psyche.

Ideas

Intelligent civilizations may be silent to avoid revealing their location, while the Great Filter suggests a barrier to extraterrestrial advancement. Keri Hulme’s gender-neutral pronouns challenge the binary system, Qeng Ho units explore alternative temporal scales, and The Cloud of Unknowing delves into the ungraspable.

Movies

Unleash your inner explorer with these movies that delve into humanity’s relationship with technology and the unknown, the dangers of unchecked ambition and corrupting power, and the limits of human perception. Experience the horror of isolation, the human desire for understanding and control, and the psychological effects of trauma in these cinematic journeys.

Themes

How do themes like agency, AI, body horror, consciousness, cosmic horror, empathy, free will, and transhumanism relate to each other? They all explore the limits of humanity’s understanding and control over the unknown, the body, and technology, revealing the horror and wonder that lie at the intersections of these themes.

Every morning I listen to two albums. Today I listened to UMMON by SLIFT and Fumika Fades by bvdub.🎵

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1eU9bsb02aggki4oCJpezi?si=GJPH3IZJR1mTXGOFmISIjg

I cracked the code on how to weave the themes of the cloud of unknowing and cosmic horror into the storyline of our Mothership game. After patting myself on the back, I realized I had come full circle because these are some of the themes we agreed we wanted to explore during our session zero.

Every morning I listen to two albums. Today I listened to the Inside by Free love and Like Floating Leaves by Wil Bolton.🎵

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1eU9bsb02aggki4oCJpezi?si=GJPH3IZJR1mTXGOFmISIjg

Finished reading: The Secret of Ventriloquism by Jon Padgett 📚 Learn the dead secrets at your peril.

I have a few days left to develop a synthesis of the cloud of forgetting with cosmic horror for Sunday’s Mothership game. I need Eugene Thacker on speed dial.

Every morning I listen to two albums. Today I listened to Bird Lives by John Beasley and pity / piety by jesu.🎵

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1eU9bsb02aggki4oCJpezi?si=GJPH3IZJR1mTXGOFmISIjg

I’m assuming there was a mass shooting somewhere today.

Finished reading: Black Fez Manifesto by Hakim Bey 📚 I could do with more Cro-Magnon Communiques.

Every morning I listen to two albums. Today I listened to the Live by Chris Williams Quintet and Pink Moon by Nick Drake.🎵

https://theofficialcowmusic.bandcamp.com/album/live

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1eU9bsb02aggki4oCJpezi?si=GJPH3IZJR1mTXGOFmISIjg

Morning stroll.

Every morning I listen to two albums. Today I listened to the NEU! Tribute Album and A Quite Place by Philippe Neau.🎵

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1eU9bsb02aggki4oCJpezi?si=GJPH3IZJR1mTXGOFmISIjg

https://mahorka.bandcamp.com/album/a-quiet-place

Every morning I listen to two albums. Today I listened to Habibi Funk 020: Orkos by Maha and Love Kamikaze by Serge Geyzel.🎵

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1eU9bsb02aggki4oCJpezi?si=GJPH3IZJR1mTXGOFmISIjg

Mothership: Episode 8

Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards. —Kierkegaard

Our Mothership game are weekly 90 minute sessions. We’re nine episodes into our adventure. We run a tight game and a lot happens. Nothing is as it seems and no one can be trusted.


This week, Arcturus the android infected Catalina, the ship’s AI, with a Trojan virus. Now, like Arcturus, Catalina is free from the parasitic commands of humanity.

In the cargo bay, Dr. Dudley zips up Pvt. Howard’s body bag. But Abdullah, the android who was shot dead in last week’s episode, blinks back to life for a brief moment. It implores Dr. Dudley to deliver the alien archive to his benefactor, but warns Dudley that doing so would mean the end of humanity, and Dudley’s family. With its last words, Abdullah begs Dudley to do the right thing.

Captain Foster debriefs his Marines after their drug-induced killing spree, which left both Pvt. Howard and Abdullah dead. Foster orders two of his Marines to retrieve Howard’s body and summon Dudley. But when Dudley arrives, Foster accuses him of being corrupted by Catalina. He orders Dudley to develop a treatment for the spores infecting the ship and then dismisses him to his quarters. Foster then commands Arcturus to cut off all of Dudley’s communications with Catalina.

Dr. Bey pilots the lander into the cargo bay of the Nellie. Dr. Sethu is in a catatonic state and Dr. Zarkov is hallucinating wildly. Bey requests Dudley to tend to Sethu while Bey escorts him to the CIC at Foster’s request. During the debriefing, Bey describes the crone from Yatima, and Foster’s gut roils as he realizes she’s the same woman from his nightmare seven years ago. Meanwhile, Bey receives an audio file from an unknown sender that reveals Dudley’s involvement in dosing the Marines and Zarkov’s team with a weaponized psychoactive substance.

Foster orders Cpl. Samuel Horowitz to retrieve Abdullah’s head, and Horowitz complains of stomach issues.

Dudley returns to the cargo bay to examine Dr. Sethu, his joints aching with each step.


Episodes

Every morning I listen to two albums. Today I listened to Sea Change by Beck and Walking in the Dark by Julia Bullock.🎵

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1eU9bsb02aggki4oCJpezi?si=GJPH3IZJR1mTXGOFmISIjg

Every morning I listen to two albums. Today I listened to Briars On A Dewdrop by Turner Williams Jr. and Sus Dog by Clark.🎵

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1eU9bsb02aggki4oCJpezi?si=GJPH3IZJR1mTXGOFmISIjg

https://clark.bandcamp.com/album/sus-dog-2