Finished reading: Artificial Condition by Martha Wells š
I spent hoursāfour, maybe moreāshaping last week’s session of Kult: Divinity Lost, trying to make sense of it, to coax it into coherence. Only halfway through. It holds. Just barely. The rest waits. Belle and Grayson and the dream they shared. Wexley’s visitation, his encounter with what cannot be named but must be described.
Been reading Arctic Dreams. Lopez. I can feel the rhythm of his language moving through mine. Don’t know if it’s influence or infection. Doesn’t matter. It’s in there now.
Finished reading: Fatale by Ed Brubaker š
Finished reading: Harvard and the Unabomber: The Education of an American Terrorist by Alton Chase š
Finished reading: Generation Kill by Evan Wright š

This project has been on the back burner for the last year. Time to start cooking!
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He used to fall for the views. Boris Lebedev was a legend of gravity and social media. But the views dried up and so did the fame. Until one routine stunt caught more than air. Now, the man who fell for fame is running for his life. You only go viral once. Make it count!
šŗ Millennium, S 1 E 22 āPaper Doveā (1997)
Okay, thatās a wrap for season one. Looking back, I realize I only caught two episodes when they originally aired. Whatād I think? The pacing is slow. Sometimes the show can be boring, but somehow always riveting. And Lance Henricksen always delivers.
Finished reading: Write Ahead the Future Looms 2019 š
šŗ Millennium, S 1 E 21 āMaranathaā (1997)
This episode’s mood was so thick you’d choke on it. It was steeped in the history of the Chernobyl disaster and its related mythology of the apocalypse. Chernobyl translates into “wormwood,” which many compared to the Biblical star of Wormwood in the Book of Revelation. The episode was pretty gruesome for 1997 mainstream TV: shotgun blasts to the head, the cutting of fingers, and an autopsy. Oh, and the devil may or may not have made an appearance. But actor Bill Nunn definitely did.
šŗ Millennium, S 1 E 20 āBroken Worldā (1997)
āWeāre witnessing the birth of a psychosexual killer.ā
Oh, hey, look, itās Donnelly Rhodes! Loved him as Doctor Cottle in Battlestar Galactica. He almost looks naked without a cigarette dangling from his mouth. Love the Equus vibe of this episode. Now I think about it: What if Richard Burton played Frank Black? And I gotta wonder if this episode influences Cormac McCarthyās No Country for Old Men.
šŗ Millennium, S 1 E 19 āPowers, Principalities, Thrones and Dominionsā (1997)
Iāve been craving a major arc for this series, but now that Iām getting what I wanted, I want the show to go back to serial killers. But I guess Iām in the long haul because I just purchased season 2 from eBay.
Oh, and in this episode, a motherās neck was slit with a Swiss Army knife. Is that even possible?
šŗ Millennium, S 1 E 18 āLamentationā (1997)
Late last century, TV producers have been leaning more and more towards telling a larger story in a series rather than the monster-of-the-week. Almost, but not quite. This episode was gripping, but by the end of it, I was wondering how it would wrap up. But it didnāt. A supporting character died, Frankās marriage is in doubt, and a killer is still on the loose. And not even a āTo be continued.ā I had to restrain myself from immediately watching the next episode.
Waiting on Birthing

Iām waiting on my physical copy of Birthing, the new SWANS album. Should be showing up in the mail soon. ‘Til then, Iām listening to it over on Bandcampācanāt help myself.
Most of the songs came together while they were out touring in 2023 and 2024. They played them live, let them grow, then took them into the studio to shape them up right. A couple of the tracks, “Red Yellow” and “The Merge”āwere made from scratch in the studio, no roadwork behind them.
Gira said it all started with him sitting alone with his guitar, just strumming and dreaming up these songs. Then he brought in the band, and together they turned those bones into something big and heavy and beautiful. Birthing, along with Live Rope, is what heās calling his last big hurrah in this wild, all-consuming sound SWANS is known for. Theyāve got one more tour planned for the end of 2025, then that chapterās closing. I missed their LA show back when the pandemic hitāsure as heck aināt missing this one.
SWANSāll still be around after that, just in a simpler, quieter way.
šŗ Millennium, S 1 E 17 āWalkaboutā (1997)
Whoa, brutal cold open. Literally gave me chills. Millennium was steeped in the fears and taboos of later 20th-century America, and āWalkaboutā was about our nationās increasing usage of antidepressants and why.
Horror aside, one of the things I like about this series is that itās almost always raining in every episode. And you can see breath streaming from everyoneās mouth when they shoot outdoor scenes. I also like that everyoneās clothes look normal, not tightly fitted, as we see on TV shows today. The clothes on Lance Henriksen hang off his body.
šŗ Millennium, S 1 E 16 āCovenantā (1997)
Mark Snow does a fine job scoring music, but I do not like his work. That said, the music Snow composed for the opening scene was pretty, and the camera work using reflections was creative.
Over the years, I have accumulated many books I never finished. I have resolved to read this book within the next two years. So far, the process has not been the slog I thought it would be. Marguerite Durasās The Lover was simultaneously crushing and romantic and stylistically written as if by a more elegant Cormac McCarthy. Phil Freemanās Ugly Beauty: Jazz in the 21st Century turned me on to many musicians and albums I need to listen to (Iām playing an album by Zonal as I write this). Write Ahead the Future Looms 2019, which is one of the books I am currently reading, is breezy cyberpunk, and one of the reasons I enjoy it is due to unintentional editing; one of the writerās story notes was revealed, giving me insight into how other writerās work.
Up next is Arctic Dreams by Barry Lopez, which Iāve put off reading for far too long.